I’ve been sitting her all day searching the internet. Going from this to that, wanting to buy this, to wanting to play that, staring at people who dress up as characters, to getting more ideas about how I should fill my closet and how this show and pictures thing with me is going to work. Then I ended up searching up Disney. And I’ve been stuck. I am a Disney kid through and through, name an old Disney cartoon, and a newer one for that matter, I have seen it, not once, probably not even just twice either, but a tons of times, so many times that I couldn’t count it if I wanted too…
Now as I am sitting here looking at all these Disney fanart photos I start to think, what about my own happy ever after? Remember in the Sex In the City 1 movie? How as she was reading the story to the little girl, she said how it was just a load of crap, girls do not really find their prince charming, do not really get that happy ever after that always ends the movie. But I kind of think we do. We just then get a series of movies, and the story begins again! Some times where it left off, some times not.
Looking at all this fan art kind of sticks in your head as you are having other conversations, so as I am emailing Malerie back and forth we start joking around.
~ “You Jackass”
+ “Uhh, You’re the Jackass hun”
~ “A Jackass who one day wishes to be a pony!”
+ “Only a pony? Wow somebody dreams lowly for themselves! Why not a unicorn?”
~ “No, from a pony, I would go Pegasus”
+ “I know why, Unicorns are evil, they are always put in things as pure but evil. Pegasus however, I mean, HELLO Hercules (You mean HUNK-cules) & his?”
See as our conversation goes forward I just continue in the mind set of my Disney brain..
Then as we depart I tell her I will talk to her tomorrow, after my night of me going back to my bed, missing my love, and dreaming of my own fairy tale…
My fairy tale? My Disney Fairy tale? I am the princess locked up and taken far far away from her home, my knight in shining armor? His armor isn’t so shiny anymore, but dirty and needs a good polishing, he has been at war many of times. And like Shrek we are not your average Disney happily ever after, he has a baby already, and were as he comes to save the princess, he is flawed enough to lose her again, and have her taken once again to a place far far away. But he does not give up, oh no that only makes his fight harder! For the first time he saw this stolen princess he knew, he knew that she was what he needed to complete the Happily Ever After part of the story. And as he had realized that way back when, he knew he was never allowed to stop battling the villains and save the princess from her prison on the sea. …
See this is where I am going to stop now, because I can go on and on with this. But then my mind would be so whorled around it that I probably wouldn’t leave work, and my hands would probably catch on fire from the hand warmers that are tucked snuggly into my mittens right now….
I must go now.. and I don’t know, google some more and stop day dreaming I guess?
So here it is. I don't want to eat, like my stomach is saying feed me feed me, but all i really want is like a few candy corn and some more water.
But if i go to chow I'm going to eat a big meal, grilled cheese prob a salad prob a potato or something of that sort you know? So I'm not going.
I'm never really hungry just get bored or something and I eat that way. Which is horrible, and I need to kick that habit. I need to kick this deployment eating habit!! ArgD= haha :) love u Amy, you dumbass.
General comes on today, a lot of high stars actually.. They will be coming into jic, explot, and ipic. They will probably be using our jwics computers.